Sorry for the absence the past mnth or so (wow hard to believe its been at least that long).
Well I really don't have a specific reason for not playing lately, just a combination of many things. As some may know I have been looking for anew employer for the past 3 months or so as things at work were not really going well. I am still working at a reduced salary and still looking for a new company. Hopefully this will change shortly (please cross your fingers and say a prayer for me). To be honest though, I am really not sure if I will return as soon as the work situation changes.
Many of you also know I am, like others, not thrilled with the NGE but have not given it a fair shake either. This I plan to do at some point but I am just not sure when.
Basically if I filter out the excuses, I have looked at my self over the past 6 -months or so I no longer like what I have become. I have become negative both at work, at home, on-line and with loved ones. I can blame many things but most of all I am at fault for letting un-important things effect me more thatn they should or than they are worth.
No need to worry though, I am not becomming any more goofey than I allready was but just am, I'm just trying to choose who and what I really am and aspire to be. All I know for sure is that I am not there just yet but can see the light at the end of the tunnel. If I am not working I hope to see everyone at the X-Mass party Alas you have access to Santa's Work Shop and the gifts for everyone.
Everyone stay safe, and I will see you all on-line soon.
Keep the AMber fires lit, this Kindered Spirit, though a bit lost, is still here and finding a way home.
Evening my KS friends 
